The past 2 years of my life have just been **** tbh.
Best mate, his sister and mum, my uncle and 2 of my aunts sisters have gone in 2 years and I came home one night and just said "enough is enough"
I really thought I was going to have a breakdown but I say live everyday like it's your last and have as much time with the family as possible.
I come home and and just have a laugh with the family. " my alarms not working".......will deal with it tomm